I want something more out of life
Stern yet vulnerable
To be understood for who I am, putting past my 'special' aspects.
Casual yet sometimes dark and brooding
Beautiful yet hurtful
I should conquer my own demons first,
instead of trying to deal with everyone else's as a subsitute.

"Do I have to shed tears for you to be aware that you've caused me pain....
Do I have to tell you that I need you just to tell you that it's true...
and most of all do I have to get rid of you or you to know that I LOVE YOU..."

There are people considered "engots" and there who are born to be pretending ....
"Engots" in a sense that they still continue on loving the person who doesn't even have a single affection on them. And those who pretend to be unaware that there is somebody out there that longing for their love...

Stupid indeed huh?!?!