Follow Your Heart

What's in store for me 3 days from now...

2006-10-02T05:02:00.000-07:00

Three days from now I'll be turning another year old. New year, new life, new chapter. A quarter has been added.. The question is what is it that awaits me. What is it that I have to face. New battles in life. The past years I could say gave me a lot of experience.

Countdown starts here...

Step Up. ...

2006-10-01T05:18:00.000-07:00

Here are some clips of Step up... So cool so inspiring

Step Up Finale

Sean Paul Step Up Music Video Feature

Just came across...

2006-09-14T13:23:00.000-07:00

You can charm your way out of anything.

You have a bit of a roving eye, especially during youth. You fail to draw the line between friendship and love. You love being around a small group of people. You sparkle and make intelligent conversation, but when the group is over a dozen, you run for cover.

You need harmony to remain stable, and this holds good for your relationships.

What you lack in commitment, you make up for in charm. For you, romance is an exhilarating experience. While all this sounds very rosy, you do a double take when it comes to a permanent relationship. You like to be in love, but do not take the initiative to take the relationship forward.

Love Sign - TAURUS

Every relationship is a dream with you around! You are a romantic, affectionate lover and friend. You also admire beauty, and your emotions are stable and dependable. You live by the dictum of commitment. You are forever enraptured and will be more responsive and devoted, as the commitments get heavier.
You love the good things in life. You love to rake in the money, it means you are safe and secure. You are not discriminating in your appreciation for creativity and culture of any realm. You will enjoy things as diverse as the opera, fine food, wine, performances, art and music. You are blessed with the capacity to savor each moment to the fullest extent, and instinctively seek out the beauty in your surroundings. However, you may want to watch out for a possessive streak! You will be happiest in a relationship that provides you with a real sense of belonging and stability.

You in Relationships

Your magnanimous outlook is a boon in relationships and this attribute makes you a pleasure to be with. You want to be loved and lusted after, although you refuse to take the lead initially. In a relationship, you can alternate between being the dependant and dominant partner, based on your analysis of what you can get from a relationship.

LIbra's Do's and Dont's

DO'S

Make sure there is harmony in the relationship always. The Libra hates it when the apple cart is upset.

Know your Bach from your Beethoven. The Libra has a great interest in the arts, and will expect you to keep up, too!

Tuck away little gifts for your Libra. They love surprises.

Make sure your Libra has a say in every matter. For the Libra, a good
courtship is all about sharing things.

You must know that a likes to consider issues carefully. If something is taking too long, wait. Don't push.

DONT's

Don't be a frump, when it comes to your relationship. The Libra loves spontaneity, so keep those little surprises tucked away.

Complaining about the Libra laziness can be sacrilege. Your Libra may not be a great help with the chores, don't expect it.

Don't ever mention that the your special someone looks ill. The Libra likes to remain in robust health all the time.

Snap decisions are just not made for the Libra. Let them mull over what is best for them.

Don't expect the Libra to make major decisions quickly. Weighing issues is a Libra art, so make use of it!

How Beautiful Libra Is...

Admit it. You do have a secret formula for looking good. Stunning, yet casual, you manage to draw attention. And with very little work. You are blessed with an inherent ability to charm. This helps you steal a march over the others. You have loads of confidence, and this helps you put your best foot forward - all the time.

Maybe God just decided to be kind to you, and grant you all the beauty. Your skin is to die for. You look at life objectively and this balance shows in your supple skin. You look lovely in greens and pinks, and you bathe in warm, floral scents.

You turn heads all the time, but you know it, don't you? And it all comes so easily! Your beauty comes from your poise, good looks and powers of persuasion. Now who could resist that?

And here's more....

2006-09-14T02:45:00.000-07:00

Sana mabasa ito ng mga officemates ko at kinauukulan... haha goodluck! By the way related po itoh sa sa previous post na Just came across... kaya nga And here's more ang title ROCK ON....

Careers and you

You are a constant seeker of truth. The sense of justice and fair play attached to you is remarkable. You enjoy the leader's role and will work hard to be worthy of the privilege. You crave the exchange of ideas, conversation and chatter, and if all this takes place in a social situation, even better. Harmony is important to you, as you enjoy beautiful surroundings. The mediator in you likes bringing people together, but you also enjoy having a partner at their side. You are motivated to keep your partnership sailing smoothly, and it's also likely to be a pretty ride, since you enjoy being in a beautiful world.

Last na to....

2006-09-14T02:42:00.000-07:00

Ito last na lang... huling hirit ika nga nila... basahin mabuti... maaning ka... hehehe

On Money Matters

You revel in beauty and harmony and often strive for perfection. You can be terribly indecisive, for although you love to please, you hate to make the wrong choice. You thoroughly appreciate money and what it can buy: the best that life has to offer.
Fortunately, there is enough money around to keep you in the style to which you're accustomed. It's comfort and luxury which you crave, and you also feel it's your divine right! You do not enjoy making financial decisions as you consider it a bit tedious. You will pay the bills on time in one of two ways: by sheer luck or with the aid of a responsible partner. You will charm a pal into a loan. You won't hesitate to lend money as well. If you choose to do so, however, you will have saved up for the splurge since life is perfect when that bankbook is in balance!

**ayan tapos na.. ang haba noh... pag sinuma mo... IN SHORT MUKHANG PERA ... KURIPOT.. Teka mukha ba akong pera?!?!?! Kuripot cguro oo pero mukhang pera... hmmm di ata makatarungan un... me mga peso sign ba sa mata ko... wala naman ah.. sya... sibat na ako.. hanggang sa muli...

2006-08-03T02:31:00.000-07:00

I thought I found It but I was wrong...
I thought it finally came but it went away..
Im tired of waiting, Im tired of hoping
I've learned a lot... I want a new start.

Wala lang....

2006-07-08T23:28:00.000-07:00

The glory of friendship is not the outstretched hand, nor the kindly smile, nor the joy of companionship; it is the spiritual inspiration that comes to one when he discovers that someone else believes in him and is willing to trust him with his friendship. ==================================

True love hurts. It makes you more humane.. Sometimes leads you to become INCOMPLETE...."There is no use standing still and waiting for someone who has left us behind. We have to move on and focus on what we've been blessed with today. Only when we still guide us in making the right decisions. Never stop praying for His guidance for only He knows what's best for us."MUSIC compose my whole self. What I feel, How I feel... you'll know it through my music... MUSIC IS MY LIFE.

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Your simple hi or hello is accepted so don't be afraid to drop me a line... I hate asking for pix... Be FAIR enough and be BRAVE enough to show yourself....

Woody woodpecker pala ako..... haha

2006-05-11T10:20:00.000-07:00

A tough, hard-working character with plenty of stamina. Has no problem drumming up support for their ideas, no matter how wacky they seem. With a lateral-thinking mind they are skilled at dissecting problems and seeing the wood for the trees. However, with their noisy and exuberant lifestyle, you might not want to have one as a neighbor.

Wala lang....

2006-04-03T15:35:00.000-07:00

2006-03-02T12:06:00.000-08:00

"There are some people who meet that somebody that they can never stop loving no matter how hard they try. I wouldn't expect you to understand that or even believe it. But trust me, there are some love that don't go away, and maybe that makes them crazy. But we should all be lucky to end up with that somebody who has a little of that insanity... Somebody who never lets go... Somebody who cherishes you forever." - ALLY MC BEAL

2006-03-01T11:40:00.000-08:00

"Remember, man, that you are dust, and unto dust you shall return."

"Turn away from sin and be faithful to the Gospel."

UNTITLED

2006-02-16T16:06:00.000-08:00

Usually when 2 people love 2gether for a long time,
Things seem to change.
It's been said enough to last forever,
But this love gets better.
Everyday, we get all excited inside,
Everytime that we get alone
we still got love in our eyes
And we still have love in our soul.

Still, Feels like the first time we met and kissed
We still run around like teenagers eventhough we're grown up.
We still talked over the phone for hours when we're far apart.
We still write letters of love and courtship.
We even send each other gifts even flowers every other day.

The question everybody asks "HOW DO WE MAKE IT LASTS"
We tell them I still, HE/SHE still, We still.

Happy Hearts Day....

2006-02-14T16:45:00.000-08:00

2006-02-04T15:20:00.000-08:00

Love feels no burden,thinks nothing of trouble,attempts what is above its strength,pleads no excuse of impossibility...It is therefore able to undertake all things,and it completes many things,and warrants them to take effect,where he who does not love would faint and lie down.Love is watchful and sleeping, slumbereth not.Though weary, it is not tired;though pressed, it is not straitened;though alarmed, it is not confounded...

hindi sa lahat ng oras masaya.....

2006-01-19T00:36:00.000-08:00

Akala ko ok na... Akala ko madali... Mahirap pala... Daming temptation... daming sagabal... Masarap pero mahirap... masakit pero kelangang tanggapin... Tao lang... nagkakamali... nadadapa... pero pilit bumabangon... pilit binubuo ang sarili... pilit nagpapakabuo kahit alam na malabo na... hay.... hindi sa lahat ng oras masaya.

Once Again

2006-01-18T03:44:00.000-08:00

Hay eto nanaman po ako... Regalo ulit from somebody close to me... this time i can hug the person through this gift. Ang cute diba... And and sweet. Seryoso na to. Ayaw ko syang mawala. Di dahil sa mga binigay nya... Kundi dahil sa totoo ang nararamdaman ko.... Natatakot ako na baka pag gising ko isang araw eh mag-isa na lang ako at hinahanap-hanap ko sya... Am afraid of waking up one day that I will never be able to give a hug or even a kiss. Or say I love you and I never leave you. basta no matter what... the love i have will never be measured or di matutumbasan ng anumang bagay ever created by man. hehe....

thanks again JP...

by chance or destiny

2006-01-15T23:26:00.000-08:00

Was talking with my batchmate, sharing stories and stuff. Kung sino pa ang malayo siya pa ang nakakasagap ng mga balita sa pinas (iba talaga pag likas na tsismosa... kiddin). I love this girl, alam nya yata lahat eh... At first, I thought di kami magkakasundo... Outcast baga sa grupo... pero okei lang.. alam ko balang araw magiging close din kami... at nangyari na nga ang inaasahang mangyari... kung ano man yun eh akin na lang... HAHA! Sobrang the best ang moment with her. Pano ba naman instant clown ang dating nya for us. kaya nga medyo sad nung nag paalam sya samin that she's flying like DARNA to Singapore para mag hosto este magtrabaho. We missed here alot. Pero ako hindi. Pano ba naman, halos araw-araw eh kausap ko sya sa YM para lang mawala ang pagka homesick nya.... Swerte nga at nakasama namin sya ulit kaya ayun dinner kami sa greenbelt tapos picture taking sabay exchange gifts and all. Being with this girl is such a blessing... blessing nga ba talaga.... haha.. well sobra ng ok ka dude... sabi nga iba it is by chance or destiny that you get to know people around you which were once became strangers. Pero sabi mo nga diba you'll never know 'til you cross the bridge and look back..only then u can say, hell yeah, it was meant to be.

Expect the Unexpected

2006-01-14T12:38:00.000-08:00

Came home around 8 in the morning, took a shower, went online, check mails and download mp3's. After that went straight to bed to take a nap. Few hours later, my brother woke me up informing me that somebody's outside looking for me. I haven't remembered anybody coming to our house that day. To my suprise, pieces of papers were there waiting to be signed. Handed over by nanay and said "Me Package ka". Hala... It was Pao who sent it. I never expected that it was true. Pao already told me that a package will be sent to me in 2 to 3 days. I never took a hand on his words. That's why I guess Im suprised. But anyways, whether it is meant or not, knowing this guy is such a blessing. He has his words, he made promises not to be broken. He knows how to make a person be appreciated...

At the end of the day, One thing just sinked in to my mind, That in our life, different people will come and go. Good or bad but still they became part of it. We might think na these people came into our lives by chance or dahil nakabangga mo or what... It is not by chance, it's the will of GOD. Destiny as they say.... We were not yet born but the life that we're going to have is already planned and written in the book of life. Mahirap isipin pero totoo.... We have to live our life to the fullest. Enjoy every moment but not to the extent na me matatapakan or masasaktan kang iba. Make every person part of you and give them a piece of space in your heart.....

In short, EXPECT the UNEXPECTED!

Thanks JP for the Package!

Narnia Fever

2006-01-14T03:14:00.000-08:00

For the 2nd time I came back to the see Narnia. First it was at shangrila with a good friend Choi. And second with my fab 'lil bro Revo at greenbelt3. Haha it was fun. The shang movie trip was cool. We were sitting along with a group of people na parang nagfifield trip. Walang ginawa kundi mag comment sa pinapanood nila... Like the hell, mga sirs and maams, asa shagrila po tayo wala tayo sa megamall or sa ibang sinehan... hehe... every scene me kanya- kanyang puchline. Well anyways, back to the movie... sobrang ganda halos mamemorize mo na ung lines. I love lucy's character. The way she delivers here lines haha the best.... Si Mr thomas... the best din ang character nya.... Ah si Peter na kamukha ni Tomohiro.. Hehe. Peter was brave enough to face he's enemies.

Narnia is a movie that should be seen. It gives moral values of love and friendship. Forgiveness and sacrifice. Im not going to tell you the story... baka me mga di pa napapanood... get out and watch it... you'll love it. For Narnia and For Aslan!!!!

Alin Alin Alin ang Naiba....

2006-01-08T05:46:00.000-08:00

Hehe... isa pa sa mga kagaguhan ni pao pao.... Ebidensya na walang magawa pag idle sa office at nagkukulong sa bahay.... hehehe... marami pa yan sa susunod... nakahubad naman... hehehe joke lang po. Me maipost lang.

AKO LEGAL WIFE (paopao edition)

2006-01-08T05:04:00.000-08:00

Sa dami ng mga girls na dumaan sa akin (haha) ito ang mga naguunahan bilang legal wife.... Hehehe me maipost lang..... Bakit cute naman diba....

2005-12-18T16:39:00.000-08:00

PASKO NA!!!! RAMDAM MO BA?

Nakakaitim ba ang NIGHT SWIMMING??????

2005-12-08T11:54:00.000-08:00

Mag-iisang linggo na ng mag outing kami ng mga kasama ko sa isang org. sa simbahan namin... Aniv. ng grupo kaya nagkayayaang magswimming... Humabol lang ako sa pagpunta sa resort... nag promise kasi ako na darating ako. Nakakahiya naman kung di ako sisipot since minsan lang naman un.... Sobrang nachallenge ako kasi malalim ung pool at siguradong lulubog talaga ako... Nung naliligo na kami... Niyaya ko ung isa naming kasama na pumunta sa me bandang gitna ng pool... Hay... Ang loka bigla na lang humirit at parang gusto ko lumbog na lang bigla sa kinatatayuan ko...

Eto ang script.. Ang saktong takbo ng mga pangyayari...

AKO: Carol tara lusong tayo sa gitna... Kapit ka sa likod ko..

Carol : Takot ako. Di ako marunong lumangoy..

AKO: Tara ako bahala sayo.. di naman siguro kita bibitiwan unless topakin ako at iwanan na lang kita...

Carol: Ay... Takot ako...

AKO : Gaga ang arte mo.. Nagpapacute ka pa,,...

Sumama din ang gaga sa pag tawid sa kabilang part ng pool... Eto na pagdating sa kabilang part ng pool

Carol: Kuya Churva "NAKAKAITIM BA ANG NIGHT SWIMMING???"

Huwaaaattttt??? Muntik nang magdilim ang paningin ko sa narining ko sa kanya... Pero sa totoo lang napaisip din ako sa tanong nya na yon. Nakakaloka talaga ang babaeng yun.. Kahit kelan bumanat... Hayyyy......

TRIDUM.........

2005-11-27T14:13:00.000-08:00

THURSDAY....
Went to BED in Orosa to meet a friend who invited me to join a party organized by his online group.... BED is totally different from the last time I was there... A new look, a more spacious dance floor that could cater the number of crowd that wishes to go crazy while dancing.

Before going out of the bar, saw friends from Circuit Asia.. Damn I missed those people so much.....

Went home around 4 in the morning... It's a long day for me still... Got to attend another party at Club Government

FRIDAY... It's Fabuloush Night (Muntik pang maudlot)
Damn traffic along Makati avenue... Plus a totally stupid cab driver... Come to think of it. I asked him to drop me over at aberdeen court in Makati... Without hesitation he signaled and turned on his meter. I went inside, we started our travel going to Makati Ave. On our way, out of nowhere he asked me where is the exact location of aberdeen...... HELLO... MANONG KAYA NGA NAGTAXI EH.. KASI DI KO ALAM... Hay to cut the story short, Im almost lost along Makati... Good thing I got my phone with me... Gave my friend a call... Instinct alone got me on the right destination. HAHA windang ang driver sakin when i told him " E KUNG DI KAYA KITA BAYARAN KASI DI MO NAMAN AKO NAIHATID." HAHA tapang tapangan ako that night....

Friday is a day of extreme party for me I guess, this is the highlight of the 3-day non-stop gimmick before i get busy with other events in line. Attended the much awaited launch of FABULOUSH.COMthe newest online community for the hottest guys and gals all over metropolis. Finally we came to see and get to know each other in person. Mingle and dance to our favorite tunes. Drink till we drop. Dance till the ledge broke. An extraordinary night made exclusively for the extraordinaire....

The Ledge will always be a memorable part of the club. That was the first time my friends saw me dancing atop of a stage, joining the crowd as they enjoy every single beat of the music. I guess that night, they saw the real me at least a part of what I do have inside. Sayang nga't di namin nagawang gibain yung ledge as promised and agreed upon days before the event... Masaya naman ang lahat in the end...

Went out of the bar around 4am to claim our freebies... Darn cool ng laman... ISANG BOX NG CONDOM... haha just kidding... It has a copy of two magazines from circuit asia and a CD featuring soundtracts from OC and One Tree Hill.

SATURDAY

Honestly got no plans of going out that night. Just a regular Saturday routine I guess. Went to the gym around 5 in the afternoon then roam around the mall to look for stuff that I would be needing for our christmas party. At the same time waiting for a text from a friend to confirm which cafe we'll be meeting. Mike, a good friend of mine spent some hours over a cafe somewhere around Mabini in Malate. Went online and chatted with friends. Whewww its fun to have so many friends online... Minutes efore I logged out, I got a BUZZ from Chals, a long time friend. And Asked me to go out somewhere... and since we haven't seen each other for a long time, I decided to meet with him and spent some drinking session... We met around 12midnyt, went to a nearby bar and drunk few bottles of beer... As usual same old scenes both of us were kinda tippsy... went to BED to ease the tippsiness that we had... Went on the ledge to dance... And guess what... The LEDGE at BED fell down... As in it collapsed.. hahaha..... People were shouting that night... celebrating the night with fun... went home around 5 am....

Magic

2005-11-08T10:09:00.000-08:00

One week na lang HARRY POTTER madness nanaman!!!! Kita kits sa Sinehan!!!

Another First....

2005-10-29T13:28:00.000-07:00

I just can't imagine where I am right know. Though it once came to an attempt to be here but it never happen. Haha crazy indeed but true. It's a different crowd, different emotion reigns to each and everyone. It's not the same feeling that you got to experience in parties, and night outs. Here I can feel that I'm with the ONE TRUE BEING that created everything... Haha.. funny diba... pero sa totoo lang its really different from what you see and hear on TV and radio... Kita mo yung crowd na nagsasaya, naghihiyawan at nagsasayawan... Nung una medyo hiya pa ako.. Pero at the end of the event i found myself dancing and singing.. hehe aminado ako sa sarili ko and wala ako ibang naibulong kundi "Pasimple ka pa bibigay din naman pala..."

Muntik na!

2005-10-26T11:47:00.000-07:00

Hmmm... I almost see my self lying unconsious sa sahig last nyt. Buti na lang Im strong enough para manatiling nakatindig... Pero wag ka namumutla ako at nanlalambot... Ayoko lang na kaawaan ako. Nature ko na siguro ung itago kung ano mang nararamdam ko... Ganun pala ang pakiramdam ng parang isang kandilang unti-unting nauupod sa pag lipas ng oras na kung di mo papatayin ang sindi nito eh malulusaw na lang at kusang mamatay... Ayaw ko ng ganun. Ang hirap pala. Nung una sabi sa sarili ko " KAYA KO 'TO. Tulog lang ang katapat nito." Pero mali pala ako... Imbes na panandaliang tulog lang eh baka maging pang habang panahon na hanggang sa maagnas at kainin ng insekto ang buo kong katawan. Ayoko ng ganun katakot though lahat tayo sasapit sa ganung stage. Di pa nga siguro oras para ako ay lumisan. Me mga tungkulin pa akong dapat tuparin. Di ko pa nakikita ang taong mamahalin ko at magmamahal sakin. Ay parang out of nowhere na ako.... hehe... Basta nakatot talaga ako....

Card Master

2005-10-24T11:15:00.000-07:00

You scored as Gambit. Gambit is another loner character. He loves Rogue. He has a very cool deboner personality. He's done things in his past that he's not proud of but he atones for his actions by fighting for peace with the X-Men. His weapon of choice is the playing card. Powers: Charges objects with kinetic energy by touching them, then they explode like grenades.

wala lang just to have something to post para lang masabing I do am able to have some time visiting my blog. Blog nga bang maituturing ito....

FLOWERS over a piece of CAKE

2005-10-05T12:02:00.000-07:00

On my way to circuit to visit a friend, Im thinking of the best present that could be given to her... FLOWERS, CAKE, Clothes, or something that could be remembered. I even asked for opinions before leaving the hause. I came to weight things over and came up with 2 choices. The battle is now between FLOWERS and a piece CAKES. As usual flowers conquer the air over a piece of cake. Why FLOWERS and not a piece of CAKE?

FLOWERS make a person somehow special, it does uplifts the spirit of the recipient. Through flowers, it shows the sincerity and the sweetness of the giver. The purity of intention is visible. A CAKE is somehow is special as well. But it is somehow you can recieve anytime especially on your birthday... Sweetness is still visible. Cakes denote goods because they are bread, and in the internal sense bread denotes the good of love. But the bread of cakes is distinguished from common bread in the fact that by the bread of cakes is signified the good of love toward the neighbor, thus spiritual good, and by common bread is signified the good of love to the Lord.

What a Day!

2005-10-05T10:38:00.000-07:00

Its the 5th of October and Im a year older again... Hmmm I'm not getting any younger though.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me... the past years I've been celebrating this day with the same people... Same faces, same old TAO's. I need to make it different this time... So I went to Circuit Asia to meet a greet a friend coz it's her birthday as well... Then after that went to malate to accompany my friends in distributing the flyers for the upcomming event on the 28th and circuit asia's newly released magazine.

Im thinking....

2005-08-20T06:00:00.000-07:00

"To let go of someone doesn't mean you have to stop loving, it only means that you allow that person to find his own happiness without expecting him to come back. Letting go is not just setting the other person free, but it is also setting yourself free from all bitterness, hatred, and anger that you keep in your heart."

MAKE ME WHOLE

2005-08-18T03:52:00.000-07:00

Coz your eyes are the windows to heaven
Your smile could heal a million souls
Your love completes my existence
You're the other half that makes me whole
You're the only other half that makes me whole

What Love Is....

2005-08-17T04:21:00.000-07:00

I've been so silent these past days with what I feel and with what's going on within me. . . Maybe because there is something that blocks my way in bursting it out and allowing the entire world to know what's goin on. Plus I'm afraid of possibilities of loosing a lot of things... I know I'm being "SELFISH" and so "SELF CENTERED" but I've learned my lesson. The more I stay silent, the greater the chances of loosing everything. One by one.... Bit by bit....

I thought I've grown enough from the past. To my mistake..... I've not! I still need a lot of things to encounter, alot of ups and downs to balance, storms to face with full courage, battles to be won, mountains to climb and fears to be conquered.

At the end of the day I've learned...

"Love is not a game, it's a feeling that has to be nourished and shared with the one you care... Never underestimate its power for it might break your heart into pieces..." <---- SAD BUT TRUE

Thanks to the person who made me realized this.... In the end "makakabawi rin ako sayo!"

TOXIC

2005-08-12T23:20:00.000-07:00

It's been a week since we got started on our new account... Grrrr.... Damn toxic but its fun... A lot of new learnings to be acquired... New set of client... Plus a totally new environment to deal with... And I'm now I'm sick.... :(

WEEKLY CHORES

2005-08-09T13:15:00.000-07:00

Monday

Wash Day
Lord, help me wash away all my selfishness and
vanity, so I may serve
you with perfect humility through the week ahead.

Tuesday

Ironing Day
Dear Lord, help me iron out all the wrinkles of
prejudice I have collected
though the years so that I may see the beauty in
others.

Wednesday

Mending Day
O God, help me mend my ways so I will not set a bad
example for others.

Thursday

Cleaning Day
Lord Jesus, help me to dust out all the many faults
I have been hiding in
the secret corners of my heart.

Friday

Shopping Day
O God, give me the grace to shop wisely so I may
purchase eternal
happiness for myself and all others in need of love.

Saturday

Cooking Day
Help me, my Savior, to brew a big kettle of
brotherly love and serve it
with clean, sweet bread of human kindness.

Sunday

The Lord's Day
O God, I have prepared my house for you. Please come
into my heart so I
may spend the day and the rest of my life in your
presence.

"UMIIYAK ANG LANGIT"

2005-08-01T11:03:00.000-07:00

It's been raining quite since yesterday and it reminds me of school days.... Those endless days that made us crazy over so many things that sorrounds us... Hmmm... What's really with the rain... Aside from the the scientific explanation that rain comes from cloud formation, my barkada way back in highschool developed our own way of interpreting the rain.... It's raining because....

Heaven is crying for some reasons that angels and saints does know.
Of people who weap because they were sad (hmmm) and most of all
Somebody's making inarte sowhere else bacause he/she is broken hearted... hahaha

LHC rules!!!! (LONELY HEART's CLUB).... Wanna join... Feel free to make HEAVEN CRY....

Marunong Ka Bang Magpasalamat? - Try to think about it....

2005-07-31T10:21:00.000-07:00

Isang bagong saltang kaluluwa ang umakyat sa langit ang ngayon aynakaharap kay San Pedro. Namasyal silang dalawa sa langit. Magkahawakkamay silang naglakad lakad sa isang malaking silid doon na puno ng mgaanghel.Huminto si San Pedro sa harap ng isang lupon ng mga anghel at nagsalita, "Ito ang silid tanggapan. Sa silid na ito, tinatanggap lahat ng mga kahilingan sa panalangin."Pinagmasdan ito ng kaluluwa, at nakita nitong abala ang lahat sapaguugnay ugnay ng mga kahilingan na nakasulat sa buntong mga papel nagaling sa buong mundo. Nagpatuloy silang maglakad hanggan sa madaanan nila angpangalawang lupon ng mga anghel. Ang wika ni San Pedro sa kaluluwa, "Ito naman ang 'Packaging at Delivery Section'.Dito, ang biyaya at mga pagpapala na hiniling ng mga tao ay binabalot at dinideliver sa mga buhay na tao na humingi noon" Nakitang muli ng kaluluwa kung gaano ito kaabala. Maraming angheldoon ang talagang subsob sa trabaho, sa dami ng mga pagpapalang hiniling,at dinideliver araw-araw sa lupa. Hanggang sa dumako sila sa huling lupon, sa pinakamalayonglupon, huminto ang anghel doon sa isang maliit na lupon. Sa kanyangpagkamangha, iisang anghel lamang ang nakaupo doon, walang ginagawa, "Ito ang 'Acknowledgement Section'", ang sabi ni San Pedro."Bakit tahimik, wala ba silang ginagawa dito?" "Nakakalungkot",ang sagot ni San Pedro,"Pagkatapos makatanggap ng sagot sa kanilang mgapanalangin ang mga tao, kakaunti ang nagbibigay ng pasasalamat" "Papaano ba magbibigay ng 'acknowledgement' ang mga tao sa Diyos?","Simple lang, sabihin mo lang na "Salamat po Panginoon'"."Ano bang pagpapala ang dapat nilang ipagpasalamat?""Kung may pagkain ka sa iyong hapag kainan, damit na sinusuot, may bahayna tinutuluyan at kamang tutulugan....ikaw ay mas mayaman ng 75% > samundong ito.""Kung may salapi kang naiipon, sa iyong pitaka, at may natitira pangpambili ng pagkain....ikaw ay isa sa 8% na may mga kabuhayan sa mundo.""At kapag nakuha mo ang mensaheng ito sa iyong 'computer', bahagi ka ng1% sa mundong ito na may ganyang oportunidad" At...."Kapag gumising ka sa umagang ito na walang sakit....maspinagpala ka sa milyong tao sa mundong ito na hindi na makagising dahil sahirap ng buhay "Kung di mo nararanasan ang takot sa gitna ng giyera, ang kalungkutan saloob ng piitan, ang pasakit ng mga pagsubok, at ang pangil ng pagkagutom....may malayo ka ng milya milya sa 700 milyong tao na nabubuhay sa mundo""Kung nakakadalo ka ng mga gawain sa iglesiya nang walang takot ngpagkahuli o pagbabawal, ng 'persecution', kamatayan dahil sa mga naiinggit,ikaw ay mas pinagpala kaysa sa 3 bilyong mga katao sa buong mundo."Kung buhay pa ang iyong mga magulang at nananatiling magkasama sa bisang kasal...kakaunti lang kayo""Kung naititingala mo pa ang iyong ulo ng may ngiti sa iyong mga labi, hindi ka kasama sa karamihan, naiiba ka kaysa sa kanila na punong kapighatian at mga kagulumihanan."Kung ganuon...papaano ako magsisimulang magpasalamat?", ang tanong ngkaluluwa."Kung nababasa mo ang mensaheng ito, nakatanggap ka na naman ngdobleng pagpapala dahil may isang nagpadala sa iyo na iniisip na espesyalkang nilalang, at mas pinagpala ka kaysa sa dalawang bilyong mga tao sabuong mundo na hindi marunong magbasa. Pagpalain ang araw mo, bilangin mo ang iyong mga pagpapala, at kung ibig mo, pagpalain mo rin ang mga tao sa iyong paligid upang malamandin nila kung gaano sila pinagpala ng Panginoon. ATTN: Acknowledgement Department: "Salamat Po Panginoon!!!Salamat Po sa pagbibigay mo sa akin ng abilidad na ibahagi ang mensaheng ito at sa pagbibigay mo sa akin ng maraming mabubuti at magagandang tao nababahaginan nito!"--No gift is too small to give,nor too simple to receive,if it's chosen with thoughtfulnessand given with love.

Can Be......

2005-07-16T14:18:00.000-07:00

Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage

You've dated enough to know what you want.
And that's marriage - with the right person.
You're serious about settling down some time soon.
Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to!

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

Am I?

2005-07-09T14:22:00.000-07:00

You Are 50% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird...
But too damn weird to do anything about it!

How Weird Are You?

For You...

2005-06-17T07:36:00.000-07:00

Kenny Lattimore Lyrics

I've been craving for this song lately... Makes me feel like in heaven everytime I do play it on my ears... How romantic the person who'll sing these one to me... And I'd love to sing this song beside the person I'd choose to be with...Hmmmm...I feel so blessed these past few days tho... to name a few...

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+ Two Days Of FullTime Rehearsals
Finally we were officially tagged as models. We've been through the hardships and challenges... First day of our rehearsals seems to be scarry. Lucky enough we were able to manage the day... Thanks to our ramp "GURU" Raymond Villanueva... He's awesome and an amazing director and instructor in one. Same thing with Patti Betita and Karen Agustin, the ladies beauty consultants. More over we were able to be introduced to our co-models for the event that made us finally see each other, work together and spent the whole time exchanging ideas and thoughts.. We're like preschool students as we introduce ourselves. Hehe funny but its cool. rehearsals ended around 11 at night. It's ok tho our call time will be 1 pm.

+ Bride's Walk Fashion Show and Exhibit
My phone did it on time to wake me up. But A few minutes after, somebody texted me asking where am I. The director of the show is looking for us and asking us to be ready for the rehearsals... I rushed to the bathroom and had myself fixed... As I remembered, we were asked to be in the venue at around 1pm. But the text message arrived around 8 am... Funny but there's nothing we could do but to rush ourselves to the hotel.

Finally I came in second among the male participants and with God's grace nobody came in on time and no reheasals happened. We stayed there the whole day waiting for agreed call time...

There were a lot of booths standing inside the centennial hall. To my suprised, my agent or should I say my friend from the gym were there. They do have their own booth. Said hi and told them that I'm part of the show. Hehe... Then there are other booths with different sets of decorated gowns in their own elegance.

Finally the show started at aroung 6pm whewww..Imagine we're almost waiting for almost half of the day. And when our time to go out of the ramp...It took us only 3 - 5 minutes of fame... Hehe... Though the time is so short and we spent the whole day waiting, it was exciting and fullfilling. After that we were tagged by our directors and designers MODELS on our OWN RIGHTS.!!! hehehe....

Life's Purpose

2005-05-31T13:44:00.000-07:00

“No one is willing to die for a vision. People will die for a cause.
You posses a vision. A cause possesses you.
A vision lies in your hands. A cause lies in your heart.
A vision involves sacrifice. A cause involves the ultimate sacrifice...
You must have the right vision, and you must be fighting for the right cause.
In the end, right will always win out.It may take time, and it may take long.
But if you have the right vision and are fighting for the right cause, you will prevail.
If not, no matter how sincere you are, if you are not fighting for what is right,you will ultimately fail."

Just came accross a personal blog on livejournal. With all the articles I went over, these message, (actually it's an excerp from a graduation speech in UP sent via email) caught my attention. Took a bit of silence and whispered "oo nga, why am I here, Why do I exsist?"

INSIDE YOUR HEAVEN

2005-05-29T14:05:00.000-07:00

I've been down
Now I'm blessed
I felt a revelation comin' round
I guess it's right
It's so amazing
Everytime I see you I'm alive

You're all I've got
You lift me up
The sun and moonlight
All my dreams are in your eyes

I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
When the storm blows your way
I wanna be the earth to hold you
Every bit of air you're breathing in
A soothing wind
I wanna be inside your heaven

When minutes turn to days and years
When mountains fall I'll still be here
Holding you until the day I die

Angels brought Me Here

2005-05-29T10:10:00.000-07:00

It's been a long and winding journey, but i'm finally here tonight
Picking up the pieces, walking back into the light
Into the sunset of your glory, where my heart and future lies
There's nothing like that feeling, when i look into your eyes...

My dreams came true, when i found you
I found you, my miracle...

If you could see, what i see, that you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...
Standing here before you, feels like i've been born again
Every breath is your love, every heartbeat speaks your name...
My dreams came true, right here in front of you
My miracle...

If you could see, what i see, you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...

Brought me here to be with you,I'll be forever grateful (oh forever Faithful)
My dreams came true
When I found you
My miracle...

If you could see, what i see, you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...
Yes they brought me here...

If you could feel, the tenderness i feel...
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...

2005-02-11T09:58:00.000-08:00

I want something more out of life
Stern yet vulnerable
To be understood for who I am, putting past my 'special' aspects.
Casual yet sometimes dark and brooding
Beautiful yet hurtful
I should conquer my own demons first,
instead of trying to deal with everyone else's as a subsitute.

2005-02-08T09:44:00.000-08:00

"Do I have to shed tears for you to be aware that you've caused me pain....
Do I have to tell you that I need you just to tell you that it's true...
and most of all do I have to get rid of you or you to know that I LOVE YOU..."

There are people considered "engots" and there who are born to be pretending ....
"Engots" in a sense that they still continue on loving the person who doesn't even have a single affection on them. And those who pretend to be unaware that there is somebody out there that longing for their love...

Stupid indeed huh?!?!